Where do you want to live ?

When i was still young I was hooked up with Hollywood movies..  as my father used to buy numbers of Beta-max tapes.. i guess for his collection ..  Vivid memories that I have was watching series of biblical movies from Ben-hur by Charlton Heston to Ten Commandments also played by him .. local TV is off during Lenten season.. Back to the future , DC cab , Star Wars and the like..   Always amused of Western Films..  dreamed of living in  the states  ...

To present days.. we have 192 countries .. and our total population is almost 8 bil..

my question is .. where do you want to live ?  let say zombie apocalypse is just around the corner ?

do you want to live in a free world without borders ? international waters perhaps ? 

13th of May !

I just turned 43 today and its Mothers day !

Feels like it was just another day... went out to church in the morning at Saint Francis and went to gym ..  no b'day celebration as usual .. no significant others or a wife to celebrate Mothers day aswell.. I guess .. Ive concluded that my life is as empty as a left over crab shell.. fuck right.. Am sure am not alone in this world feeling shit about him self.. to add more to my demise .. i was watching this Netflix Original show called " Love " Season 3 episode 5 " Bertie's Birthday "  coincidence huh.. its her first b'day on LA .. she was expecting that i will be a blast..  turned out to be.. one let down to another.. but somehow i think the script was not so cruel to her.. she had Chris ( another lonely soul ) to entertain him.. I wish I had that script to.. i guess i need to do it for my self next year.. plan for my self and not expect someone to  pull you out from your sorry life.. well life goes on .. i'll try to figure my life out.. fuck this.. lol...